Back home. I missed my wife every night of separation, and last day was nearly unbearble, despite the intense exitement it is to be hunting. But i will leave that for now. Today it is 53 days since my CD was locked.
What have we experienced? The first thing that happended was more time together. this is partly a result of less time spent on Televison and newspaper reading. Despite an extremely busy period at work for both of us, heavy maintenence work on our house etc. we still feel that we have had sufficient time for general communication, talking about what we expect from our new effort to create a FLR and sexual preferences. There is a light and fresh air in our home.
What is best is that my wife actually says she experiences a change for the better. I will encourage her to put it in a few words, so I can forward it to possible readers.
As for me, the interesting part is that although I am very very "exited", mornings, during the day abd evenings, I want to keep going. A release is less important than the constant exitement and hornyness. I crave her attention and I crave to be of service to her . As for bedroom services, her demand have increased (good). Yesterday she had me make love to her the tradtionsl way. I was syprised to find I could hold back from spending, while syill being sble to bring her over the finishing line! Unbelievable. She said she was proud of me and that junior was harder than ever.
Increasingly, I crave her dominance, her relentless willpower, and being put in an unfamiliar situation where the only choice is to obey or take the consequenses.
It seems 60 days of initial lockdown is not sufficient time for her to grow into a dominant role she feels comfortable with, and a role that means real change for the both of us, hopefully for the better. That said, we are very happy at the moment. Problem is that I have read so much more about FLR, "reverse" Domestic Discipline, Humiliation, Chastity, Contitioning and Dominance, that when we finally have got going, my mind really races. A gap between fantasies and reality.
We have discussed prolonging the first period, as suggested by "Mistress Angela" in "The wives wiew", but my dear wife has not drawn any conclusion.
On the disciplinary side, I have been told that " we need to speak" about locking doors. I forgot to lock the door when I was out for a short erand tuesday evening, and my wife arrived home from work just before me. She noticed. So this weekend may bring chastcement and a good old lecture. I can feel a twitch down there, from exitement, but in parallell I dread the upcoming pain. Strange and exiting, definately NEW.
What have we experienced? The first thing that happended was more time together. this is partly a result of less time spent on Televison and newspaper reading. Despite an extremely busy period at work for both of us, heavy maintenence work on our house etc. we still feel that we have had sufficient time for general communication, talking about what we expect from our new effort to create a FLR and sexual preferences. There is a light and fresh air in our home.
What is best is that my wife actually says she experiences a change for the better. I will encourage her to put it in a few words, so I can forward it to possible readers.
As for me, the interesting part is that although I am very very "exited", mornings, during the day abd evenings, I want to keep going. A release is less important than the constant exitement and hornyness. I crave her attention and I crave to be of service to her . As for bedroom services, her demand have increased (good). Yesterday she had me make love to her the tradtionsl way. I was syprised to find I could hold back from spending, while syill being sble to bring her over the finishing line! Unbelievable. She said she was proud of me and that junior was harder than ever.
Increasingly, I crave her dominance, her relentless willpower, and being put in an unfamiliar situation where the only choice is to obey or take the consequenses.
It seems 60 days of initial lockdown is not sufficient time for her to grow into a dominant role she feels comfortable with, and a role that means real change for the both of us, hopefully for the better. That said, we are very happy at the moment. Problem is that I have read so much more about FLR, "reverse" Domestic Discipline, Humiliation, Chastity, Contitioning and Dominance, that when we finally have got going, my mind really races. A gap between fantasies and reality.
We have discussed prolonging the first period, as suggested by "Mistress Angela" in "The wives wiew", but my dear wife has not drawn any conclusion.
On the disciplinary side, I have been told that " we need to speak" about locking doors. I forgot to lock the door when I was out for a short erand tuesday evening, and my wife arrived home from work just before me. She noticed. So this weekend may bring chastcement and a good old lecture. I can feel a twitch down there, from exitement, but in parallell I dread the upcoming pain. Strange and exiting, definately NEW.
